October 11, 2015

Illustration by Büke Schwarz
 
On Remembering Who I Am

Whenever things get busy, I cannot keep up with myself. Caught in a brainless frenzy, I run. I run without knowing. Then I do, hear or see something that reminds me of me. And I stop. I realize that I am exhausted, that I am stressed, that I have been acting to make a better fit. And again, I am questioning my grit.

People have expectations. They play roles. People must conform to control. Deviating from the norm, is reserved for the foolishly free, for the long-sheltered brave. Unfortunately, I have learned to behave. My words obey. And what's worse: they rhyme. I cannot stop. I have no choice but to cover my ears and to close my eyes. So, I run.


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